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Journal Entry: Fri Apr 4, 2008, 8:30 AM
  • Mood: Torment
  • Listening to: BWO
  • Reading: manga and some coments
  • Watching: anime (yaoi =3)
  • Playing: Fiesta online
  • Eating: cookies
  • Drinking: warm milk 'n' cocoa
so this is what they call art?!? :rage: Really i can't even say how disgusted :bleh: i am by the human nature:bored: . This is just another reason to make me hate my species:steaming:. Never the less it gives all us artists:painter: a bad name:doh:. A friend of mine just shown me this link: [link] :thumbsdown:
A work of art he said :unimpressed. A work of art?! :fight:
What work of art?:angered: Chaining a helpless dog and whatching him die of hunger?! :furious: Life is a work of art you moron! :shakefist: Life is made by the Great Divine and it's something we must treasure and cherish. Who the hell does this guy think he is by taking someones life?! :pissedoff: Why I outta.. :chainsaw: I wonder if he would like to be tied up and starved to death? :pissed: Whould he like that?:plotting:
It's enough i hate cruelty to animals :dohtwo:, now smart people :sarcasticclap: thought "hey let's starve animals and whatch them how they die". Jee that is so pro social :sarcasm:

Ah jeez, besides this, earlier today (friday, 4th march) somehing stupid happened in the classroom. I just showered on thursday evening...i don't think i needed another shower. Anyway some of my classmates started a water fight because on of them brought some searings. I didn't made that much of a fuss. But when they soaked my books i took away their sering. Then the one that started everything got pissed and tried to take it away :fight: so i thrown it in the trash bin. Then he grabbed a bottle and squirted me with it. Soaked to the skin i calmly [by appearance] i got next to him and pushed:slap: him over the bench and on the floor:matrixfight: He then got up all mad and charged at me like at a monster :fork: Even if i'm a girl i'm not affraid of facing boys so i was in *bring it on* mode. But just before he could lay a hand on me 2 opther classmates stepped in and stopped the both of us. I was already calm but that idiot wasn't so one of the comrade grabbed him and took him outside of the classroom. While he was carried out he was all yelling and madly shrieking :rage: ("i'll beat you. i'll kill you" etc etc)
I just went to sit down next to a friend and :meditation: to calm down. No use to waste my energy and nerves on childish, over-spoiled idiots :shrug: What i find rather embarrassing is me being in the same class with brats like him. I mean wtf :wtf: you start a fight and you're the one who is making such a fuss. :ohmygod: And he is suppose to be 18 years old :sarcasm:


oh well, i guess that's how life is:shrug:...
full of stupid and stupid people




PS: i am allergic to stupid :|

PSS: why is my "mood" stuck on torment? :wtf: I can't change it :|

nyuuu, spring season <3

Journal Entry: Wed Apr 2, 2008, 11:04 AM
  • Mood: Torment
  • Listening to: BWO
  • Reading: manga and some coments
  • Watching: anime (yaoi =3)
  • Playing: Fiesta online
  • Eating: cookies
  • Drinking: warm milk 'n' cocoa
man i waited for quite a while for the weather to get warmer
i love spring :heart: and the weather is just fine about now.
Blossoms bloomed and i experience "springs snow" ~nyuu
I liked spying on other animals or people flirting >:3 I
Right now I don't have much to say that is.
Been reading a bunch of manga. Made some fan arts too.
I strolled a lot through the parks and fed some pigeons pop corn.
Dreamed (not slept) more than often. Felt the warm breeze of spring.
But mostly i just laid comfy in chair listening to soothing music and drinkin' cocoa-milk. (that especially in the evenings)
If i do anything else
I'll let you know :3

saturday, feb 2nd

Journal Entry: Sat Feb 2, 2008, 1:52 PM
  • Mood: Torment
  • Listening to: soilword
  • Reading: manga and some coments
  • Watching: anime (yaoi =3)
  • Playing: Fiesta
  • Eating: fish
  • Drinking: milk
thanks goodness i have a week school free *whew* cause it was starting to get on my nerves :crazy:
i don't have much to say, i'm just going to relax :lazy: a while and do what i like.

what kinda annoyed me mostly lately is that my parents are discriminating me :shakefish: . I mean, if I say something or if I comment something about their silly behavior they go like "how dare you, do have no shame? you really are rude!" They consider rude the truth itself :sarcasticclap: And they continue and considering themselves higher than me and smarter :sarcasticclap: and if i say something they think i consider myself a smart ass. Oh brother :bored:
Oh well, i guess every parent is the same as idiotic as the other at times.


anyway, i saw this a while ago at a friend of mine, :iconDelta-Frintier: to be exact. It's a really funny quizz, and even if i'm not tagged i just wanted to do.

RULES
1. Choose a few of your own characters. Five or six at the most.
2. Make them answer the following questions.
3. Then tag three people.
4. Feel free to go ahead and add some questions yourself!

OCs:
~Ryoko Demasduit (my YYH OC)
~Sae, or Sael (my Angel Sanctuary OC)
~Malice ( FMA OC)
~Nekoyasha (Inuyasha OC)

Q: Let's start off with a brief introduction.
R: I'm the assassin among assassins, and a demon of blood.
S: I WAS an angel at birth but am no longer.
M: I'm a humunculi, but i don't know much about myself.
N: meow~! My name says it all.

Q: How would you describe yourself?
R: I am evil of course *evil smirk*
S: Tormented. My feelings are mixed up.
M: Same here.
N: Rebelious.

Q: How old are you?
R: hard to tell, i had about 300 years before i died, and after i was resurected i lived another 200. After that i went hibernating for about 900 years... In short: yeah...I'm old.
S: I donno. I didn't age and I can't count in human years.
M: I think I'm 1 year old or somthing.
N: Me? Not much, just 59 or so *grin*.

Q: What's your height?
R: 6 feet?
S: 5 and a half feet tall.
M: 7 feet i think.
N: I'm the shortest T.T: 5 feet only.

Q: Boy or girl?
R: I' a female.
S: I don't have a gender. But I guess I look like a girl.
M: I was made to look like a girl so...
N: Girl!

Q: What do you do to relax?
R: kill someone and use it's soul to play ball. It's quite fun.
S: I usually stay near Lucifer. He relaxes me a lot.
M: Think. I think alot about the world and how hate is the rezult of most of stuffs, especially love.
N: Tease Inuyasha. Not much relaxing but it releases me of stress.

Q. What’s your Favorite Color?
R: crimson! *evil eyes*
S: silver...
M: brown i guess.
N: emerald green! *hyper*

Q: What is your job?
R: killing.
S: Uh... I have the job of a gate keeper in the twilight zone.
M: Do I have to have?
N: Taunt Inuyasha! *smiles*

Q: What's your favorite food?
R: human souls mostly. But now I'm on a diet.
S: I don't eat...
M: Mushrooms.
N: Fish~!

Q: What's your favorite ice cream flavor?
R: Hm... Probably blueberry.
S: Strarciatella is really nice.
M: I am satisfied with the vanilla flavor.
N: I like the Peach favor.

Q: Do you love anyone?
R: Don't ask! I'm still wary about those kind of feelings.
S: I sympathize.
M: Love? I don't love but i do like someone.
N: I think so.

Q: How did you meet your mate/spouse? (boy/girlfriends count)
R: I guess we just met. That is right after I went looking for him.
S: He save me from becoming a ghoul AND from the wrath of God.
M: He came to me and gave me a reason to live.
N: I just saw him while i was strolling through the woods. Too bad Naraku took him back T.T

Q: Who's your mate/spouse? (Once again, boy/girlfriends count!)
R: I won't tell you only if you make me.
S: I follow and sympathize the mighty Lord of Darkness, Lucifer.
M: Envy. He helps me a lot of times.
N: Muso! I know he's back into Naraku's inner.... whatever! I love his wild way of living ^^. He's hot for a human being. Oh wait. I don't think he really is human ^^".

Q: Do you have any kids?
R: Only in his dreams.
S: No. But Balbaro has plenty for him.
M: Why would we?
N: Neah. I'm not planning that yet.

Q: Have you ever killed anyone?
R: duh...It's my job isn't it?
S: I think I did when i sent a lot of souls to hell.
M: Yes, but it was necesary.
N: Only a few. *innocent smile*

Q: Do you hate anyone?
R: I do.
S: I hate God and mostly myself.
M: I hate! It doesn't matter who. I just hate. It gives me strength
N: Don't think so. Maybe Fluffy...

Q: Have any secrets?
R: Why do you want to know?
S: I don't think I have any.
M: I keep my real identity a secret.
N: Do I! :3

Q: Do you play any instruments?
R: If the sword is an instrument...
S: i sometimes sing at a harp or flute, depends.
M: No.
N: I like to play with a brush drawing stuff ^^.

Q: Favorite animal and why?
R: Panther, because i am one myself.
S: Probably an eagle becuase it looks so free on the sky.
M: The dragon. It symbolizes wisdom
N: Dogs! ^^ Because they'r fun to tease.

Q. What’s Your favorite type of movie?
R: A horror one. With lots and lost of blood
S: I do not know.
M: A drama I suppose.
N: Adventure!

Q: Where do you think you'll be in ten years?
R: Same place where I am now?
S: I've told you earlier I don't know to coutn in human years.
M: Aside with Envy and the others ruling the world?
N: Uh... It depends.

Q: Hey! Where are you going?!
R: Sorry sweety. I have to go and kill someone, or do you care to offer yourself as a sacrifice?
S: Lucifer has called me. I must go.
M: I'm a bit bored so I'll go do something.
N: To tease Inuyasha. Cya!

Q: What Am I supposed to do now?
R: I donno baby and I don't care.
S: Live on little human. Live on.
M: Do as you wish.
N: Come help to drive Inuyasha crazy. ^^

Q: Ok... I'm going now...Uh..Bye?
R: Bye bye.
S: Good bye.
M: *not here*
N: Buh-bye *huggles*

ok... I infect.... hmmm *doesn't want anybody to become upset*
:icondeleia: ; :icontasuke1993: and :iconmorisaki:

uh...

Journal Entry: Sat Dec 8, 2007, 3:22 PM
  • Mood: Jolly
  • Listening to: silence
  • Reading: manga and some coments
  • Watching: anime (yaoi =3)
  • Playing: Fiesta
  • Eating: fish
  • Drinking: milk
well it was about time to update this journal, neh?
well i donno what to say much either 0.0
hm...
i just feel either angsty or just weird >.>
and i do not know why 0.o

i was so upset because of my folks that i lost my top
like:
my brain just died O_O
and i lost my mind for some time xD
luckly i found it in a while
and now i'm just wacky crazy =3
but it was pretty nasty while i was on crack x.X
i mean i was so rude and angsty and abnoxious and just numby
especialy with my parents (and i still am actualy>.> ) that i really feel kinda terrible to act like i do and stuff like that, but still: this is what they get for messing with me with that slalom divorce scene. Now, even if they'd really mean to break i would give a damn :\ (i just don't care anymore anyhow)
i was a good time all yelling and agressive to everybody: i even scartched my furniture 0.o (i got tough long nails...but after 2 week, 2 of 'em broke xD)
i turned pretty mean to boys: "I kick ass and balls" xD
all my classmates were affraid of me, trying to keep their balls safe xD.

now im a bit upset and sad that a dear classmate of mine is leaving to New Zeeland (that right over on the other f**king* side of the earth T^T), she's leaving on this monday T-T....i'm gonna miss her so much....
*sigh*
oh well...no use crying now, just wish her good luck and look for the future.



well now.... i donnot what to write about anymore 0.0
i guess i'm a bit glad that it's icy winter finaly ^.^
one thing bothers me : still no snow T.T ( i don't have any, can i borrow some?) -> the climate has gone haywire >.>

*bla bla bla bla bla *

bla bla and Merry Christmas by now ^^

today, friday 17 august

Journal Entry: Fri Aug 17, 2007, 6:52 AM
  • Mood: Unhappy
  • Listening to: silence
  • Reading: manga and some coments
  • Watching: anime
  • Eating: fish
  • Drinking: milk
Well as most of the days in summer i tend to sleep as much as i can. I was with myself in dreamland doing anything my imagination told me to do. Then...my dad woke me up. Ow! T^T
And i bearly woke up and he started to tell me what i gotta shop today. I was telling him i'm still ahlf asleep. I got up from my bed changed my clothes, had breakfast (or was it lunch? xD) and went right after to my grocery shopping (i'm doing that since mom is working). I didn't find all i needed then so a few hours later i went again to shop.
When i was relaxing listening to some old music on the radio ( i think it was George Michael- Careless whisper) the door rang, it was a neighbour girl and she wanted me to go shopping with her (oh no! not shopping again ...someone help T^T).
After that was over i tried to relax some more, by surfing on the internet for what i like (anime ...DUH xD). And mom came back from work (i wish she didn't). She had the time to fix my jeans there ( i had'em ripped in the knee...thx mum). But not more than half an hour nad my parents argue again >.< (not again...it's because of the money mom is wasting a lot). My dad isn't satisfied yet with her share of money she brings home too (dad works by night...so his most of time moody in the day) and he was keeping telling her to stop smoking (not too easy if she's addicted -__-") and they kep on arguing on their dumb and selfish oideas...Dad wityh "his" money obssesion and mom with her ciggars -__-"
The worse part si their arguing affects me more then it affects them, and they don't even notice it T-T